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I cannot sleep.

That which could offer me

the luxury

of screensaver or logoff

or shutdown   to charge up and try to muster

more courage

to face the morrow with less sorrow

desisting the apathetic drudge to exist

while I strive

to live again.

Change the appearance.

Different settings

                   

                           will stop me getting overwhelmed

by the ocean of emotion

that threatens

my sanity

and vanity

of a weaker Me.

Shutdown?

Cancel.

Restart.

Show my heart a new programme.

Upgrade software.

Click install.

File.

New folder.

Rename ‘Smile’.

Save.

New document.

                               Live.